OKAY...SO BALL HAS PRETTY MUCH ALWAYS BEEN MY LIFE....I LOVE IT TO DEATH...BUT I DONT KNOW...BASKETBALL AND MUSIC ARE AT WAR..JABBING AT EACH OTHER...IT SEEMS THAT RECORD DEAL OR UNSIGNED...MUSIC IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME...AND SOMETIMES I FEEL AS IF I ONLY PUT A LITTLE MORE TIME INTO I WOULD BE EVEN GREATER....BUT THERE COMES BALL AND SCHOOL...I TALKED TO MY BEST FRIEND AND A FEW OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT THIS...I FEEL SO BEHIND....BECAUSE IM NOT DOING MUSIC FULL TIME...YEA YEA...I KNOW I SHOULD BE ALL ABOUT THE EDUCATION...AND THE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL STRAIN BASKETBALL HAS ON ME SOMETIMES...BUT WHEN WILL IT JUST BE ENOUGH.....WHEN DOES ANYONE KNOW WHEN IT IS TIME TO JUST TAKE THAT NEXT STEP IN LIFE...IM CLUELESSS!!!
SO..WHAT MAKES ME DIFFERENT....WHAT MAKES ME DIFFERENT AS AN ARTIST IS THAT IM ME ...IM SO ME...THAT IS CRAZY...IM NOT THIS BOOTY POPPING CHICK....FREAKIN EVERY DUDE..HOPING TO RUN ACROSS A DUDE THAT WILL PAY MY BILLS...OR WHAT NOT...IM TRYING TO BE ONE OF THE MANY SELF MADE BILLIONAIRE WOMEN ON THE PLANET....AHHHHHHHH...THATS HUGE!!!!!!!.....ALSO..AS AN ARTIST WHAT MAKES ME DIFFERENT...IS THAT IM EXAMPLE...OF WHAT YOU COULD BE , CAN BE, ARENT, OR WILL NEVER BE....THE CHOICE IS TRULY YOURS....MANY SAY IM GOOD AT THIS..AND THAT...AND THEY WANT TO BE JUST LIKE ME...WELL THATS A DESCISION..THAT A PERSON CAN MAKE ON THEIR OWN....YOUR DESTINY IS YOUR DESCISION....REALLY...ILL BE THE FIRST TO SAY THAT WHEN I FIRST STARTED SPITTIN...I WAS HORRIBLE....FIRST STARTED HOOPING ..I WAS HORRIBLE...FIRST STARTED WRITING R&B...MY CONCEPTS WERE OFF...FIRST STARTED DRAWING....I SLAMMED THE PENCIL DOWN IN ANGER....LOL....LONG STORY SHORT...I CHANGED THESE THINGS BECAUSE I WANTED TO...NOT ANYONE ELSE ME...THAT IS THE EXAMPLE...IM READY TO SHOW THE WORLLLLLLLLLDDDDDD....AAHHHHHHH....THATS HUGE!!!!!!!...SO YEA...WHAT ALSO MAKE ME DIFFERENT...IS THAT I TAUGHT MYSELF EVERYTHING....!!!THAT SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.....
AHHHHHHHH...THATS HUGE
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